There are some nights I hold on to every note I ever wrote

Some nights, I say “fuck it all” and stare at the calendar

Waiting for catastrophes, imagine when they scare me

Into changing whatever it is I am changing into…

And you have every right to be scared.

Cos there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me

Or begging you to lock me up, never let me see the world

Some nights, I live in horror of people on the radio

Tea parties and Twitter, I’ve never been so bitter

And you, why you wanna stay?

Oh my God! Have you listened to me lately?

Lately, I’ve been going crazy…

And you, why you wanna stay?

Oh my God! Have you listened to me lately?

Lately, I’ve been fucking crazy…

There are some nights I wait for someone to save us

But I never look inward, try not to look upward

And some nights I pray a sign is gonna come to me

But usually, I’m just trying to get some sleep…

Some nights!


S: You move well, as if lash had never struck.
C: Pain is erased, when inflicted upon others.
S: I would have you at your best when we face each other.
C: Is that all you'd have for me? Rascus speaks of your desires. What fever grips brain that Spartacus would think me to band with him? To risk the lives of my men, my life.
S: Is there one, without the woman you love within it?
C: I've never had stronger reason to live.
S: I know your heart, Crixis, I felt the beating of it within my chest once.
C: Then you know I'll fucking survive, and see Naevia returned to me.
S: As my wife was returned? Betiatus ordered her death. I will see the house of Betiatus fall, and with it the villain's blood upon the earth.
C: As would I in your position, but I am far removed. My escape would not aid Naevia; how would I purchase her freedom?
S: Join me, and we will find her together.
C: You know, that in another life, you and I may have been as brothers. But not in this one. I must win my freedom in the arena.
S: Then we stand in the way of each others' cause.
C: And both are just. But if I fall, I'd have you swear to find Naevia, see her freed.
S: And I would have word that if you are victorious, one day you will have Betiatus' life. Tomorrow then, one of us dies.
C: I fear it was always fated so.

What would you do, to hold your wife again? Feel the warmth of her skin, the taste of her lips. How many men would you kill, a hundred? A thousand? There stands but one between you and her. Go to her, tell her the Gods themselves would not keep you apart.

I have done this thing because it is just. Blood demands blood. We have lived, and lost, at the whims of our master for too long. I will not have it so. I will not see the passing of a brother for the purpose of sport; I will not see another heart ripped from chest, or breath forfeit for no cause. I know not all of you wish this, yet it is done. It is done. Your lives are your own, forge your own paths. Or join with us, AND WE SHALL SEE ROME TREMBLE.
Spartacus



You and me, me and you, you and me, me and you.

Me after gym

Me after gym



There is a reason I don’t want to move on. I know that no matter who I am with or whatever the circumstances, should you one day come back into my life, I might just give up everything for you.